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Monday, January 30, 2006
12:47 PM
to 29th...

after a few mths of rather pessimistic entries i viewed of 29th peeps, i decided to dedicate this entry to u pple, hopefully to inject some optimism to ur life... :)

All these entries just prove that we are not alone; due to the rather drastic transition period, we seem to be sharing similar thoughts. Perhaps, 29th are not the only ones too. Perhaps, uni life is just like that - you get to know them but they may just exit your life the next semester.

In the past, when we were busy for OAC, we didn't feel so smothered, because we had one another for support, we were all doing the same thing, struggling and fighting towards the same end. We knew what we were doing, and we liked it no matter how busy or stressful it got. Now, some of us don't get so involved in CCA or if we do, we start to question what do we want, whether we've made the right choices.

Heard my friend once said this, "Do you have anything to feel unhappy about? If not, why are you feeling unhappy?" Perhaps, our emotions is something we may not have control over, but I believe we can make ourselves feel better by simply ironing out our thoughts.

One can only feel happy when there's unhappiness as a comparison. If you had one wish, and you wished for happiness ur whole life, it's unlikely to happen, because without unhappiness, where's the happiness?

Y did we have to come together and then part, to suffer this? It's part and parcel of life, part and parcel of growing up. The reason we dun feel as happy as before is because we loved the past, and what we experience in the present is far from that in the past. The main difference then and now is that we are more self-reliant now.

For some of us, 29th will prob be our closest friends we've made all our lives, though we may not see each other that often. But I'm sure when u need a listening ear or someone to play mahjong/ go shopping with, we're just a phone call away.

Well, friendship takes both time and willingness to build, so I treasure and appreciate old friends like vanessa and mel who still regard me as their old friend, present classmates whom I can crap and play foosball with, trekking friends whom I can gossip and discuss topics from politics to philosophy, 29th pple who always organise outings like tze, yings, zm, and many other friends who msg me once in a while to let me know I'm still in your heart. All these let me feel that I can make myself feel like I'm always happy.
:)


Friday, January 27, 2006
8:57 AM
piggy me...

CNY is coming! and it's time for me to feel piggy again. Yesterday, spent the WHOLE day studying MA. not many chapters actually, it was just that I was super distracted by food. Urgh...
Anyway, had Italian food with Mel, Jaz, Peishan and Jiahui at Clarke Quay last Mon, cuz the Aussie pple going back for sch pretty soon. Shared 2 pizzas, 1 pasta and 5 scoops of gelato. PLEASE DON'T eat there next time. The pizzas and pasta was not too bad, the ambience was great, but the gelato sucks! Lemon gelato tasted so bitter, and I shall not go on to describe the other 4 flavours. The best Italian restaurant I tried has to be the one at Wisma, now displaced by Ding Tai Fung. The Calzone was so rox-y, and even the fries were so tempting. Pasta Cafe at Taka was not bad too. Like the Asian-flavoured one. Was it some Marinara Sambal or wad. hehez...

1 more recommendation to make! The dumplings n xiaolongbao at Sixth Ave is quite value-for-$! For $5 u get to like 10 dumplings. Much cheaper alternative than restaurants. Besides, these dumplings are really juicy! I know I sound like a pig, but well, wad to do...

Not exactly looking forward to CNY cuz there seem to be too many disputes on my paternal family side. Always get headache at my ah ma's house. My nephews and nieces are bound to disturb me, pull my hair and sit on lap. Sometimes it can be quite annoying, but at least it keeps me occupied. Anyway, they must have grown up. Have u ever felt that kids are no longer cute n innocent when they grow up? Like they start spouting "bad" words instead of gibberish, or start to talk back. Scary kids. I suppose I shall nv wear skirts to my ah ma's house until the kids all really grow up. I kinda miss my maternal relatives cuz I haven't seen them for a long time, except for my 2nd aunt, 2nd uncle, Mona, Wawa, and a few of them. I wonder how it's like to celebrate CNY there.


Monday, January 23, 2006
10:20 AM
Pelepah Falls

Imagine cool, fresh water on your face.
Imagine a refreshing dip in the river waters.
Imagine natural Jacuzzi and hydrotherapy.
Imagine star-gazing away from city lights.

With a weekend getaway at Pelepah Falls,
it’s not that hard to imagine.

This was the poetry I came up with for the publicity of our activity. It's so apt, cuz everything actually came true though I've never been there.

We set off from Kranji MRT by taking 160/170 to Woodlands checkpoint, then to Malaysia's customs, and Larkin. At Larkin, while waiting for the bus to arrive, I went to eat Dunkin' Donuts. It was my first time eating, and guess what, I ate 3 donuts - Double Choc, Apple and Peanut Butter Jelly. Heavenly! though super unhealthy.

The bus we got on was atrocious! Could smell the exhaust fumes, and we could've died from carbon monoxide poisoning u noe. The seats were dusty and spoilt, the glass windows were blurred from dirt and oil, and the bus's suspension was faulty.

Then came the real adventure. b4 I came, heard from the others it wasn't very physically draining, just that the rocks were slippery. comparing Datuk and this trek, the slopes are definitely less inclined, and at least there are both ups and downs, while Datuk only had ups, no downs. I enjoyed this trekking cuz we get to jump up and down the rivers and the rocks. There were several parts which required a bit of rockclimbing too. Though it wasn't physically tiring, could feel the strain on my knees for climbing so much.

When we reached the first large waterfall, we jumped in to enjoy the hydrotherapy and Jacuzzi! The water was hitting down so hard on us that my ears hurt, as the waters seemed to be flicking my ears. The second one we stopped at had a puny cave behind the fall, where it was good for 2 pple to hide and wash their hair. too bad i din bring my camera to take pics, so I'll have to wait for the others to send me the photos b4 i can upload them. anyway the waterfalls weren't that breath-taking. It was juz shiok and fun! :)

When the skies darkened, one by one the stars shone, and soon the whole sky was lit up by stars, just like the last time I had had star gazing at Tasik Kenyir. After the campfire, some of us juz sat down to listen to JJ's life stories, then solved baffling IQ questions, discussed philosophical and political topics, and then gender issues, etc. quite interesting actually.

The next day, on our descent, we met some of the NTU ODACians - Kelvin, Victoria, Renjian and KK among them. Then we met them at Malaysian customs again after our dinner at Tmn Sri Tebrau, in which my table ate 3 chilli crabs, cereal prawns, beggar chicken, sambal kangkong, beancurd and stingray. Just felt like a pig after that.

Moral of the story: Trekking does burn your calories, but u can't slim down from it. juz look at how we feast after and during each trek. anyway, i tink i'm gonna get thunder thighs from it.



Monday, January 09, 2006
10:26 PM
grossss!

when my family first moved into our new flat more than 7 years ago, we had problems with hanging our clothes out to dry. we used to stay on the top floor, and then, we had to get used to staying on the 4th floor (out of 25 floors!). we got stuff like shit (literally!), spits, water (from mops, clothes, etc) and cigarette ash on our clothes in the first few weeks. I wondered y it was so difficult for the neighbours, or perhaps the contractors of our neighbours, to be a little more considerate by spitting into the toilet bowl rather than out of the windows.

Today I witnessed a yet higher realm of spitting! As the back door of the bus opened, a man in his 60s appeared to inch his way towards to door. Unexpectedly, I saw a spit, which kinda split into 2 big spits and 3 smaller spits throughout the trajectory, projected over my shoulders and out of the bus. Of cuz some of the smaller spits landed on the lowest rung of the steps. How close was the spit to my face! And the sound of the spitting was right beside my ear too. Sigh... wad can I say... I was so traumatised that I muz dedicate an entry to the incident as emotional therapy...


Wednesday, January 04, 2006
8:41 PM
i've been tagged?

oh, am i supposed to continue with this tag thingy... ew... ok... i shall be sporting...

here goes the rules of the game:

1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

1) i like to talk to myself.

2) i find baby house lizards cute!

3) i used to stand on desks and chairs of my classroom in sec 3 and 4, and sing-shout Coco Lee's "真情人" to the whole class.

4) i'm both a feminist and environmentalist, though not radical.

5) i feel proud of my bi-national descent - Indonesia and China (Hainan) for some weird reason.


eh, sy, tink mine weirder than urs lehz... anyway... i tink i'm weird... muahaha... here are the victims!

1) vanessa
2) constance
3) nini
4) sophiee
5) peiling


give me sth really weird ok!


Sunday, January 01, 2006
6:31 PM
Happy 2006!

Such a great way to spend a new year's eve - sentosa outing in the day, gathering at sy's house at night, watching multi-fireworks-shows on Telok Blangah Hill while the clocks struck 12mn, and finally mahjong in the wee hours of the morning, while the piggy male Is were slping (n snoring)...

The sentosa outing was the most happening one i've been to. Walked alone from Dolphin Lagoon towards Tanjong Beach, cuz I joined the rest - tze, sy, constance, ben, zw n zm - late. My, it was quite a long walk, estimated to take 8min at normal pace. Juz when I was enjoying the surroundings, listening out for the bullfrogs and birds coming from the jungle beside the trail, a buggy pulled over beside me. The gentlemanly, hunky, tall, dark and suave driver asked me if I was heading towards Tanjong Beach. I said yes, and he asked if I wanted a ride over. Duh! Yay, and I hopped on. So cool! I tink it's my first time taking a buggy ride! Hehez... He drove me to end of the beach, where I was told the rest were. Call me a suaku, but I was quite amazed that the buggy could be driven on the soft, sandy beach as well. Cool! I finally found them behind the cafe, not very near the end of the beach, though it looks like the end of a beach. Haha...

Poor constance and I couldn't enjoy ourselves soaking in the cool waters, while the rest played frisbee and monkey in the waters. Then we started muahchee-ing zm. Later we played ultimate frisbee, guys vs gals, in which the gals lost. Anyway the forfeit was that the losing team had to muah-chee benji. muahaha. Of cuz benji protested. So as a means to be fair, we played the macdonald and jellyfish game to decide if tze or benji shud be muahchee-ed, in which benji lost horribly. hehez... So zw was the sole male survivor.. haha...

Oh, but that wasn't the most happening part. The happening part was the whole rain saga. In fact, it was pouring cats and dogs during the second half of our outing. As it got colder, we decided to play the macdonald game to keep ourselves warm. sy oso started dispensing water for washing using the umbrella to collect the rainwater. The whole grass patch separating us from the main road became flooded, forming a moat, so we had to trudge thru the moat to get to the toilet to wash up. After my shower, I returned to the hut to join constance and js to wait for the rest to return. We waited and waited, and js thot he saw sy and tze walk in another direction, tinking that they holan... hehez... suddenly, we heard a familiar voice shouting from across the road, behind the bushes. It was sy shouting, "the beach train is here! the beach train is here!". stun dio... okaaayyy... soo... the beach train is here... therefore??? and then sy was gone behind the bushes and could not be seen again. we finally saw her trudging her way out of the pond-looking grass patch, with water going up to her knee-level, still shouting "the beach train is here"! As she attempted to trudge towards us, a van pulled over in front of us on the road. The door slid open, and we saw 3 guys inside - zm, zw and ben. zw then shouted "get in". Once again, we stun dio, but still lugged all the belongings in the hut and trudged thru the moat towards the van.

It turned out that the guys managed to hitch a hike to get back to mainland, while tze and sy wanted to hop on the beach train to get to the sheltered areas. But the whole scene turned out to be so hilarious! So as we happily took the van, sy and tze were on the beach train, and luckily, the beach train was crawling, so we managed to get caught in a jam behind the crawling train. In the meanwhile, we contacted tze regarding hitching the hike, who sounded puzzled and confused. Anyway, after some confusion, we managed to get tze and sy into the van, and we reached mainland safely. It was quite touching to have pple willing to ferry us out of the island, despite the whole trouble and, er, confusion...

At sy's house, we had 2 rounds of the "highlight of the gathering" - Project X. Most of the credits had to go to the male Is esp yj who was the chief director. Of cuz sy, tze and I contributed by redrawing the bodies, esp the gals'. Gals, u wun wan2 noe how it looked like b4 we redrew the pics manz. Haha..

It was simply a great way to celebrate the birth of year 2006, together with so many close friends. muacks! Happy New Year to all my friends! ;)