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Sunday, December 23, 2007
9:59 PM
never-ending worries

This is the hols I have always been waiting for. I'm flying in about 2 weeks' time. But why do I still feel so stressed out?

I am worried about not getting the courses I want/ need in EBS. That I wun bring enough clothes for winter. That we'll get lost in Doha, Qatar on transit. That I wun have time to complete my intended travel plans due to internship. That I don't have enough money to tide through the 6 months. That phone bills will be too high for me to bear. That I can't get the desktop up in time for my parents to do Skype with. That I can't get my refund in time. That I don't have enough time to rest and pack up before leaving for Hong Kong for internship. That I don't have enough time to finish the annual report. That I am not having enough cooperation to organise a successful AGM. That I have to face another difficult situation of having to reject someone.

I really should just relax. I constantly remind myself to do, so I can still look peaceful. On the other hand, I know that, all this life, I depended very much on myself. Things that happened to me happened mainly because I chose to take things in my own hands, instead of leaving it to destiny. Things don't drop from the sky. Neither do they happen by themselves.