Saturday, April 02, 2005
10:05 PM

Rojak...

Well... To sum up my hectic week, only gotta say I've mixed feelings about this week. My emotions had been riding on the roller coaster and I definitely don't like that. It affects my health and makes me weaker. I get eyebags and pimple outbreak and don't look pretty.. =(

Rojak:
Contents
1. Worry
2. Sentimentality
3. Fury
4. Annoyance
5. Diligence
6. Satisfaction

Tue was OT day. JC communicated to the coordinators and my project team thru the conference call in the morn. I had absolutely no inkling wad he wanted. Little did I know that he wanted us to churn out this PSLE handout by 3pm for the P6! I mean, it was ridiculous! He was like asking for the sky! There are diagrams to be scanned into the worksheets, the packaging, the formatting, design and the full worked-out solutions! Goodness gracious, we managed to do that la... but the science one came out much later, but we managed to get it in time for the classes to do. Madness! Given more time, I feel that the quality would have been better. But it was nonetheless an "excellent" job...

Wed was slightly more relaxed for us.

Thur was a hectic day as well. But it's not juz that... Lips dried up. Felt sleepy. It's a bad, bad day. Tired. Misunderstood. Soooo misunderstood. Miserable... Juz wanna fall asleep...

Fri was a more normal working day. But felt a bit of emptiness... Not a bit, very... Like my whole body is hollow, but on the exterior it looks normal...

Sat's the day Adrienne joins our MS Project Team! Yay~ exciting days ahead for her manz... she actually wants to be a lawyer in the future, but the law firm pays her a meagre amt, so she decided to jop-hop. The project is relli getting exciting. It's like when u feel a sense of belonging to the group, an objective of wad u r doing, a sense of direction and dedication, that u feel the sense of satisfaction when you get something done.

I mean, I completed the Tutorial and kept looking at it, or rather, scrutinising it, trying to detect any flaw in it and trying to perfect it. Gosh... It's sort of back to the days in school when we organised things and had to be extremely meticulous and demanding of ourselves.

Hmm... Didn't relli feel beautiful this week... Hope I'll feel better of myself next week... Muz control control... Trying to go on a diet, but always fail...